Zombies were people too!

In four and a half hours I'll start my NaNoWrimo. It's scary, I just made a character chart yesterday (very, very nasty one since the theme for my novel is the six degrees of separation and almost everyone is conected) and kinda plotted a bit over it.

For my To-Do List.
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Start writing the characters for my novel
Cut my fingernails.
Put energy drinks in the frigde
Get chocolate
Cry in horror
Writer's block
Bitch about my writer's block
Make a NaNo Wallpaper to hunt me in my desktop/cellphone.
Make a day/words per day chart.
Draw my novel timeline.
Get anxious, stare at my clock 'till 23:59

WRITE.

I WISH YOU ALL LUCK TO MY FELLOW NANOWRITERS<3

Why is it so hard just to hold on to a concept, to a certain plot, and start getting ready for NaNoWriMo? Maybe it's just me, but the thought of having to pick the topic of my first novel (OK, it's just NaNo but I do want to have something there!) really makes me feel nervous, and totally scares me! I need to start plotting, to have my characters, my world, al written down and there for me for when I start writing. And there's nothing yet :/

Swords and Wizards? a Thriller? maybe something romantic? something funny? Damn, I feel overwhelmed. People who know my writing are just sweet and supportive and tell me that I could write whatever I want because I can do that. But it's not true. I mean, I could totally write some horror novel, but I'll probably suck at it because I've never done something like that!

I think I need new ways to clear up my mind and think this, because walking, listening to music and just daydreaming it doesn't work anymore.

Chocolate. I need chocolate. Chocolate ice-cream. That would help. I think. At least it will relief my craving :/