to marry an idea
Why is it so hard just to hold on to a concept, to a certain plot, and start getting ready for NaNoWriMo? Maybe it's just me, but the thought of having to pick the topic of my first novel (OK, it's just NaNo but I do want to have something there!) really makes me feel nervous, and totally scares me! I need to start plotting, to have my characters, my world, al written down and there for me for when I start writing. And there's nothing yet :/

Swords and Wizards? a Thriller? maybe something romantic? something funny? Damn, I feel overwhelmed. People who know my writing are just sweet and supportive and tell me that I could write whatever I want because I can do that. But it's not true. I mean, I could totally write some horror novel, but I'll probably suck at it because I've never done something like that!

I think I need new ways to clear up my mind and think this, because walking, listening to music and just daydreaming it doesn't work anymore.

Chocolate. I need chocolate. Chocolate ice-cream. That would help. I think. At least it will relief my craving :/